"Will, are you okay?"- The Concerned Person

Euro P. Gold What going on? This may serve as a meaningless post to a lot of people but for those who have been asking me, "What's Wrong?" I can simply say, IT's DISSATISFACTION! I am not content. So I am pissed. Perfection is essential to me and if that is not achived than I find myself in the midst of conflict. Around me my peers are finding their footing and so am I but this is a hard pill to swallow if I have only the guidence of me. Nevertheless that may be exactly what I need. I feel that finding out what the people love gives me an edge that many others can not find. I meen, I make music for me, that I love that I can vibe with on an everyday basis. Mood Music is something that is tangible, If its tangible to me than it should be for the world. It's not about good music, its about substance. So, to explain my recent isolation and half crazy attitude I will simply say that it is all about my addiction to newness. If it doesn't feel new than I can't even vibe to it. The recent aqusition of a strong support system has caused me to be more consice of what I say, do and create. So when I'm looking down, I'm not sad, I'm not depressed I'm just thinking of a way to bring these innervision out and create paint that evervescant picture of my half-smile basking in the agony of glory.

If that doesn't make any sense then you just don't get me. So I'll slow it down for you another day!
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